The Unspeakable

The Unspeakable

Breaking decades of family silence surrounding the Holocaust

When research reveals hushed WWII trauma embedded in a British family of Czech-Jewish ancestry.

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Researching family history means stepping into the unknown; Nicola discovered that after an old passport (issued in 1935) unexpectedly fell into her life in 2004. The passport owner was her grandfather’s sister, and it marked the start of a journey into the tragic past. The Unspeakable is a thoughtfully constructed and moving Holocaust memoir, vividly blending the author’s first-person experiences during her research. The truth gradually emerged about never-mentioned relatives who were German-speaking Czech Jews the Nazis had murdered.

The author shares her experiences of sudden shifts in consciousness and the bewildering sadness that overcame her as she drew lost family members out of history and they regained their identity. Compelling, unpublished writings of relatives who survived World War II surfaced and revealed the quiet side of the Holocaust: dispossession, involuntary emigration, identity issues, and suicide. The narrative tells how intergenerational trauma can evolve and explores reasons for the older generation not speaking about the past with younger family members. The Unspeakable shows how present generations may discover how little they know of their forebears’ background struggles and losses. These issues are chillingly relevant to the present day.

TO BE LAUNCHED: 23 April 2025

VIRTUAL BOOK LAUNCH: 26 April 2025

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Author: Nicola Hanefeld
Series: Holocaust Heritage
Genre: Holocaust
Tags: Audio rights available, Foreign Rights Available
ASIN: B0DXQH9R7P
ISBN: 9789493322943
List Price: $19,95
eBook Price: $5,99
In The Unspeakable, Nicola Hanefeld draws family members, their interactions, atmospheres of daily life and the premises of emotion out from the murky depths of shadowy Holocaust history. She is a literary paleontologist as she patiently and painstakingly brushes caked mud from delicate fact-fossils that, at the outset, she’d merely stumbled upon with a sense of ignorance, shock, and confusion. Correspondence, official documents, receipts, historical archives and other authors’ research – plus photos of previously unknown, never-mentioned relatives piece together a tapestry of the past where secret truths reveal roots that newly define the author’s own. With tact and sensitivity, and despite the overwhelming personal impact she felt while doing research and writing, Hanefeld recounts her family’s multi-faceted, multi-generational, multi-national history with an objective voice. The story gains in power as one after the other, stark facts speak for themselves. Even when unexpressed trauma (long imprisoned behind walls of silence) emanates up and out through her person and her words, Hanefeld’s narrative is largely devoid of pathos. And because of this, it is a story that is not only hers and that of her family but one that becomes ours as well, a mirror of 20th century history that is repeating itself today in new, yet not-new shape-shifting forms. The very normalcy of her relatives’ secular lives and of how they were able – or not –to cope with intentional, dehumanizing circumstances offers human perspectives that we can all recognize and honor. This is precisely what makes this book so moving, and what brings it so close to home.
– Karen Sadek Retired Adjunct Faculty, Webster University Geneva Geneva, Switzerland
Nicola Hanefeld embarks on an impressive and in-depth search for records of her family, which leads her to the Arolsen Archives. She unfolds a touching and revealing picture of her forebears with the documents she discovers there. Nicola interweaves her research experience with the dark chapters of persecution, imprisonment, and murder during the Nazi regime. The narrative reveals a striking understanding of where hatred, antisemitism, and racism can lead.
– Franziska Schubert, archivist, Arolsen Archives, Bad Arolsen, Germany.
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Nicola Hanefeld

Nicola Hanefeld was born in 1958 in London and grew up in England, unaware of her Jewish heritage. She has lived in Freiburg in south-west Germany since 1981. Shortly before her father died, he shared never previously mentioned facts about his family. Her father’s revelations sent Nicola on a heart-breaking journey to discover the Holocaust trauma silently embedded in her family. As she is fluent in German, she could understand the historical documents in German which surprisingly came to light during her research. Nicola has a degree in biology, a PhD in maternal health and is a freelance Alexander Technique coach. She’s a mother of three grown-up children and has three grandchildren.

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